the 'f' word

..Finance!!! doh! lol. Im going to tell you guys straight up, I don't think for one second the military pays their servicemen & women enough! They send them to go do dangerous work without the promise of making it back alive & they pay them dogsballs for it! Yeah yeah they provide healthcare & other services for free but they should! Its not like my ranting about it will do anything, I know that much, but Im just sayin for the love of higher beings pay them their dues, no amount of free healthcare & stuff can account for the years sacrificed away from their family or missing out on important life milestones or even worse coming back in a box to a devastated widow, unborn child & fatherless children! Im sitting right now trying to work out a budget & at least find a way to save money this deployment. Dealing with finance just makes my head frikin sore like I start to get high blood pressure & stressed & probably just want to strangle whoever came up with this whole american credit score system (yes FUCK YOU credit report inventor! Your fuckin system is so frikin unfair & just ridiculous!) I wont get into much details but all I can say is that its so easy for someone to steal your identity & ruin your credit in a day but it takes forever to try and clean it up, even when you're innocent like WTF! but that is our goal this deployment, clean it up, fuck with the creditors for once & start building again..soooo ready to start new & fresh! and just a lil advice to anyone just starting out..take care of your finance, coz it'll mess u up bad once it gets the chance, and for the others who have already gone down the path..dont give up, take it slowly, & give them hell!!!! yezzir! Peace & Love ya'll!